I like to start by saying how sorry and regretful I am that I hurt you by the things I said 18 years ago.I love you then and I still feel a great love for you today. I said those things out of duress of the situation, the distance of our relationship, and my own shortcomings in dealing with my emotions.I’m very happy for you to see you got everything you deserve and wanted in life.I never doubted you always believed in you I just didn’t believe in myself.I’m a better man for having known you. I’ve missed you in all the beautiful times great places I have been in my life. I just hope you can forgive me and remember the good love we had. I never had another love as strong as yours,it truly could change ordinary in the great.thank you all the love.