I decide to write because I will not be able to put into words what I’m feeling and I find writing a better way.

Right now I’m sitting in my office on a break, and all I do is think about you.

Thinking since the day we met at the Gas Station, what a crazy funny and most perfect day!

Thinking about our fights, our moments together, in all the points that I made wrong.

And how I could make it better.

Can’t stop playing the video in my mind from our moments.

I try my best to keep away from you but the urge most of the time is stronger than me. I always dream of a girl like you.

Your pretty black hair, your smell, the way you sit and talk, the must unbelievable sex and intimacy in bed.

All of these I miss and I will miss. It’s going to be hard to find someone to fill the hole in my life.

But the worse thing that I miss is the things that we didn’t do just plan.

Walk on the beach

Take Caramelo for a walk

Cinema

Travel together

Because I know that I will had the best time of my life.

I know that I sometimes let you down, or make you angry with my way of seeing things, but I never, never, never, not just for a second didn’t love you and I still do.

I miss you my girl, miss kissing you all over, miss thanking God when I go to sleep for you being in my life.

It’s hard for me not to cry, or feel sorrow when I get home, and I’m still looking for your hair on the pillow.

Thank you for the wonderful feeling and for making me keep believing in love.

Pedro