5 months later and I still think about you everday.
I’m back on the west coast visiting my parents where you and I were almost a year ago. I’ve been here only a day and have cried because I think about all of the things we did here together when we visited…All of the hope and love I felt at the time…and how that is now all gone. I miss you so much and realize you have moved on with another guy but I still can’t help but think how I lost the love of my life.
I always said the meaning of life was something to do, something to love, and something to look forward to.
Without you, I seem there seems to be a vast open emptiness with each of those.
I miss you and love you dearly.