5 long years! And you get rid of me like I was never anything important to you. I’m pregnant with your baby, and the time that I need you the most you turn your back on me, on us. All I asked was for something to change temporarily and you couldn’t even do that, no matter how much I did for you, all the things I was willing to do for you and you couldn’t do what I needed because it didn’t suit you..
I never thought that you, you out of everyone would do this to me, you told me you loved me more than you ever though you could or would love someone, but I call bullshit on that one, because you don’t do that to the people you love. I am shocked, I never thought you had it in you to be that type of person, it’s so disappointing. And you do it over text messages, you are definitely not the type of man that you say you are, a man would step up and do what’s needed of him, he wouldn’t just walk away and hide behind messages like a coward.
I don’t even know who you are…
Im so sad, I thought you always had my back, I thought you’d protect me, and be there for me no matter what. Looking back now the signs were there because when we used to argue you’d give up on me so easily, I should’ve taken that as a sign and ended it the second time, I wouldn’t be in this position right now, I wouldn’t have to deal with getting rid of my baby and being emotionally scarred. But I don’t want any connection to you what so ever, I don’t want to be reminded of you, and I can’t do it alone. And all you can say about that is its better off that way! What the fuck!
I’m so angry and sad and so disappointed. And when people ask you what happened I bet you’ll put all the blame on me, because you are a coward!
So much to say, so much going through my mind…
I can’t believe this, I’m so broken right now.