I can’t believe after 17 years of being together and 20 years of being friends that is over. There has been no infidelity I have been true to you and given all I can give to you.
I loved our life together and wished that you had more to give to it no more than that.
How did I not realise that you were so disconnected to us.
I hope that your job goes well and that the loss of us will be worth it to you. I am so sad and in pain my life has been ripped apart and I don’t have my best friend to help me through it.
I had my whole life mapped out with you and now approaching 50 I am in a bad place and can’t believe that I deserve this now or ever.
I just want to keep shouting whywhywhy me now and please come home
It awful ! But I still love you and would try again or would I now the trust has gone. Would I trust you not to dump me again?
Thanks again Sarah