I can’t sleep because my heart is full of pain. My eyes are full of tears and it’s hard for me to breathe. I don’t understand why you can’t be straightforward and honest. I thought you loved me yet you walk away so easily, without pain, without tears, and without looking back. It hurts so much. I am so incredibly sad. I have been so patient, so loving and so forgiving. Yet I am still not good enough for you. I know I have done everything right. I want to be your love, your best friend, your rock for support. Why is it so hard and painful to let you go? I still have unanswered questions, I still have confusion and don’t feel any closure. I wonder if you started lying on purpose, to make me want to leave you, so you didn’t have to be the one to leave. I think that is very cowardly. Why not enjoy our love, our friendship and the things we love to do together? Why always search for something more? Why am I not enough? I want to let you go forever. I want to hate you to hiDE the pain. Why won’t my heart and mind let you go?