Mike, there are plenty of things I wish I had said that last time I saw you. When we hugged, I wanted so badly to tell you I still love you, and kiss you. You were right there, holding me, and I wish I could have stood there forever, and never let you go. I know I will never love anyone as much as I love you,dammit why didnt I say all this when I had the chance? I know you’re married now, and honestly knowing that is killing me. Half of me wants you to be happy,and the other half wants you to be miserable without me. I love you.