I was happy with my life until you announced one day that you wanted me! I was totally oblivious to the fact that you wanted me. I wish i had just said NO, we are both married why did i do this, i cannot live with the pain i feel and i just want you out of my life. To totally ignore me for the past 2 months because you had a change of heart without even telling me is so disrepectful i cannot believe after 12 months of having you in my life you would just disregard me so easily. I am now left feeling used, heartbroken and i cannot look at my husband without feeling so much anger for you that i even done this is the first place, just because you had an itch that needed scratching what a total idiot was I. I cannot breath thinking of how heartbroken i feel.