Beautiful Disaster

Beautiful Disaster

Beautiful Disaster

LTME postHe was like a character, straight off of a romantic novel. Only this is my reality, no ones perfect but every moment spent with you was an eternity of endless joy. I always loved the way you smiled and laugh, it felt like it was the only thing that kept me sane in this chaotic world we have. I loved the way you cared about me and the warmth of your hugs. I loved the way you kissed my forehead and i love your comfortableness. It was more than anything i could have ever asked or imagine. Each passing day, I fell in love with you more and more as i have gotten to know you. There were many people, against us but our love was so strong that nothing ever mattered but us but only to be proven wrong. I wish, i could meet you again one day, in another lifetime and in a better situation. I loved you for so many reasons, big or small, bad or good and i never thought about leaving you. That’s the beauty of love, when you truly love someone you forget about the bad things and accept everything else. After all this time, im still inlove with you and i don’t think that’ll ever go away. One day, i might love someone else and be with someone else but ill never forget the lessons ive learned. But since im talking about it now, Im just randomly sitting at starbucks writing this letter for now apparent reason, cause why not right aha. I wanted to start out with things i loved about you and the things i loved about our relationship. The one thing, i wish i could ever experience again, is slow dancing in your room to Ed Sheeran’s song thinking out loud. Its one of those genuine moments, where i really felt your love. I guess im just a little addicted to a memory. Everyday i still go to the park, just to cherish the little memories we once had. I remember our first kiss and i felt the rush. I loved the way we look each other in the eyes, i could feel our inner connection. But when all is said and done, more is ever said than done. To the Michael i knew and the Angel i used to be, here me out for one last time. Things are going to change from here on out, we are going to our separate ways but im still hoping one day, faith could bring us back together again. I am getting cheezy now but you know me ahah. No matter what happens, just know that ill always be happy for you and ill always be here for you, as your friend.

1 Comment

  1. LittleLizzard94 9 years ago

    would any of this have happened to have taken place in Middletown, OH?

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