As you were

As you were

As you were

LTME postDear Peter,

I saw your wedding pictures tonight, you seemed really happy. I know I shouldn’t stalk your wife’s facebook page but I did. It didn’t hurt as much as it did before. I wish I could turn back time so that I could be with you again but it isn’t possible. I didn’t have the guts to even smile at you when I bumped into you one time. I must admit on the day of your wedding I was secretly wishing that you didn’t go through with it but you did. I want you to be happy I really do but I sometimes before I go to sleep I’m having some thoughts of you two splitting up but you are not that kind of guy. I loved you for three years and I don’t know when or how I could move on. I always pretend to be happy when there are people around coz I don’t want to look like a loser. But deep inside of me I know I failed at keeping you. I’m sorry for still loving you, I’m sorry for pretending that I don’t coz its the right thing to do. I just hope that you made the right decision. You are not the one for me. I should move on now. I’m gonna go ahead and pick up the pieces. I wish it is not too late though. I wish I could love again maybe not the same way I loved you but a different kind of love that will sweep me away. Thank you for all the memories. I will cherish it as long as I can. Maybe someday I will get married as well but you will always be my one great love. I told you that a couple of times I hope you believed me. Goodbye ter…. Be happy with her. I will be okay. I am e strongest woman you know remember? I can get by. In my mind you will always be the guy I wanted to keep but didn’t choose to stay.
Have a nice life.

Your teenage dream,

M

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