All I need

All I need

All I need

LTME postEverynight pinadarasal ko na sana mawala na yung nararamdaman ko sayo, paulit ulit na tinatanong si god kung bakit pagkatapos kong masaktan, maiinlove agad at masasaktan lang din pala. I have so much love to give pero bakit nasayang lang, hindi ako nagkaroon ng chance. Alam ko at naiintindihan ko na hindi mo ginusto na masaktan ako, na ma fall ako sayo. Pinigilan ko, iniwasan ko, pilit kong kinokontrol but i was so madly deeply inlove sayo at sobrang sakit,. Last night i got slapped in reality na habang pinipilit ko noon yung nararamdaman ko sayo may iba ka naman palang nililigawan. Na may iba ka naman palang gusto and hindi mo sinabi sa akin, i know you dont have to tell me, at never mo akong pinaasa. Ang sakit isipin na you didnt give any care of what i feel. Umpisa pa lang alam ko na hindi ako bagay sayo, na hindi mo matatangap yung estado ng buhay ko. Kaya pinipilit kong alisin yung nararamdaman ko, hanggng sa hindi ko na makontrol and its all pain…

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