can you believe it? tomorrow would’ve been our 5 months. and it was only 22 days ago that you left me. can you believe, a month ago today we were holding hands and giving each other soft smiles, can you also believe that 22 days ago is the day you ruined my heart forever. and I can’t tell you how much I want to THANK you for that. because of you, I now know what I don’t want. because of you I now know what I deserve. and I now know that I have to be more careful with the words I say and the person I give my heart to. I don’t know who he will be, I don’t know what his name is, you know, the guy that will treat me better than you did. the guy that won’t KISS another girl while dating me, but I can’t wait for him. all you wanted was the girl who looked like a fucking potato over me and when you wanted a break I gave it to you. i’m giving you what you want and you’re begging me to take you back but i’m not. go kiss who you want, go date who you want. I really couldn’t give two less of a fucks than I do now. I hope she was worth it. I hope she was worth all of this. but then again I guess she’s not. because here you are begging me to take you back.
because of you, I now know what I don’t want