You’re a deceitful and enabled man-child

You’re a deceitful and enabled man-child

You’re a deceitful and enabled man-child

LTME postWell, Well, Well.
Here we are for the 2nd time in a year. You ruined my life twice. Of course you are charming, hilarious, and sociable. Actually, manipulative, loud, and a liar would be a better description. I was naive thinking that I could ever be your exception. I should have listened to my better judgement from day 1, but I felt sorry for you because I thought you were just “misunderstood,” and I just love a good underdog story.

Oh don’t worry, I am reaping what I’m sowing. And for what I sowed in your favor, I am sincerely sorry. Did you really have to involve the trout mouths of social media in our demise? I thought I could trust you. I definitely I made mistakes… like giving you the benefit of the doubt or ever entrusting my heart in your hands.

I should have never thought I could be “the one” for you.
I should have realized this when you never let me meet anyone… Or opened up to me… Or took me out in public. Or never took the fucking plunge into a real relationship. You just fed me more lies and bullshif because that is your expertise and I was the naive good girl, and you knew I’d be gullible. I thought I was understanding, given your “situation”.

You are a coward. A cold-hearted snake. A deceitful and enabled man child who refuses to grow up and take responsibility. Saying that your life is “complicated” doesn’t mean anything. It means you keep people at arms length so no real feelings occur. “Complicated” keeps you you stagnant and immature. You claim you are “easy going”, but in reality, you just don’t care about anyone’s feelings but your own. You make your enabling trouts take the heat for you and coddle you because you can’t handle the responsibilities of a grown ass man.

I hope you are happy with her, given the fact that you’ve strung her along for years and years.. and told her no each time she begged you to stay. You are connected to her for the rest of your life, so you better make it worth it for her. If I were her, I would have left you in the dust. She deserves way better than you. Hopefully you are not a lying asshole to her, like you were to me.

Now guess what? YOU don’t have to worry about ME anymore! I’m closer to finding long lasting love than you ever will be. Your wish has been granted: we are now mere strangers who shared a past. Good Riddance.

2 Comments

  1. D 2 years ago

    Who was this meant for?

  2. Absolution 2 years ago

    It’s not meant for you D. She’s angry with me & she & has every right to be. If only she knew why. She wouldn’t say those words had I told her the truth. That’s why I did what I did. It won’t make any sense ATM. I wasn’t a boy running away far from it & I always cared. I’m not sorry for Karma has caught up with me.

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