I wish you the best of luck. You hurt me a lot never giving me a chance to try to fix anything. You have a severe mental disorder and need help, and I am not the person to help you with. I’ve been contemplating suicide and I think I just may do it tomorrow night. I’m sorrh you thought I was so bad when I gave you the world. Good luck. Hopefully you actually find someone who cares about you as much I as did.