S, we were only dating a few months but in that time I fell hard for you. You knew this was happening. You gave me no comfort, no compliments, no reassurance other than saying that you feel awkward talking about feelings and that you didn’t want to get hurt. You seemed to show me genuine affection and closeness but was this all just leading me on, as you said you felt you’d done when you told me that you didn’t feel the same as me and didn’t think you ever would. Why would you do this to me? It wasn’t ok and I now hurt and feel used and humiliated in some exercise of your self development. I shouldn’t have allowed that. I’m better than that. I should have told you at the time that it wasn’t ok. That being said, I feel no negativity towards you. I miss your company. I hope that feeling goes away. You helped me learn a lot of things about me.
I fell hard for you