Hey, I hope you’re doing well. It’s not like I would know. You booted me out of your life not too long ago. I hope your new girl is treating you right, and that you’re treating her like the queen she most likely is.
Things ended on nasty terms, I was too naïve to see that you didn’t feel the same way I did. But lets forget about that for a moment and take a trip down memory lane.
It all started with a lame crush. I had the biggest crush on you. You were perfect in my eyes. You eventually found out, I thought you’d shove me off. I wasn’t your type and you weren’t mine. Maybe that’s where we went wrong. I was infatuated with you. You consumed my every thought. You were my life.
We were inseparable for months. We couldn’t go more than an hour without talking. I fell in love with the one that I never thought I would. Despite what everyone said, I thought you were perfect for me. That is until the distance began.
There were days that we wouldn’t shut up, we couldn’t be ripped away from one another. We’d always be seen together. Then on others, you wouldn’t talk to me. You’d avoid me, wouldn’t even look at me. I would always blame it on myself. “You’re too clingy stupid” “You’re annoying him, lay off” were common thoughts rushing through my head on those days. That’s when you began to avoid me almost all the time. Less than a week later, I got the dreaded news from my best guy friend.
“He is going to break up with you.”
Those words shattered every fiber of my being.
“You have to be joking” I say with a smile fighting back the tears.
That’s when he looked me straight in the eyes and pulled me in for a deep hug.
After that is when I confronted you.
“We weren’t meant to be” you said.
Boom. The fatal blow.
You were telling me for months, I was the one for you, that I gave the meaning to the word love, but I guess I wasn’t too special.
That was 9 months ago. You seem to be doing okay, which is all I can hope for you. You were my first True Love. You’ll always have a special place in my heart but I don’t love you like that anymore.
I’ve moved on, just like you. I have someone in my life that makes me happy, and I hope you do too. I hope You have a fantastic life ahead of you and all your dreams come true.
Just because we ended things on a nasty term, doesn’t mean I don’t wish the best for you. And I hope you’re never blinded by love like I was.
The One that Got away