You were my hardest goodbye

You were my hardest goodbye

You were my hardest goodbye

LTME-postDear you,

First off, I am completely uncertain that I can even come up with the words to write this out, but I’m going to try. I just want to start off by saying I’m sorry, not only for the most recent thing I’ve done, but also for the things I’ve done in the past to push you away from me. Hurting you, was by far one of the dumbest things I’ve done in my life. I wish I could go back in time and take everything I ever did to hurt you, back. But I can’t..

You kept me sane, and helped me understand what love was actually supposed to feel like, but I took advantage of that, and let you slip through my fingers like it was nothing. You were my best friend, my rock, and everything in between. I never knew how much I really needed you until you were gone.. I miss you more now than I ever thought I would, mainly because reality is grasping at my feet trying to pull me down with the weight of knowing that you’re actually gone for good this time. No more “second” chances. I’m sorry I ever let you fall for me, because I’m shitty, and no matter how many times I try to cram it down my throat, that it just wasn’t meant to be, it all comes back to “its my fault”.

Point is, I’m sorry. You were truly my favorite hello, and my absolute hardest goodbye… 💔

5 Comments

  1. Anon 8 years ago

    Ah, this is so heartfelt. I hope you feel better, whoever you are. I wonder, who is this letter meant for?

  2. There is only one Harley 8 years ago

    Beautiful, but heartbreaking….I hope it works out for you. Whichever way it is supposed to.

  3. Anon 8 years ago

    I wish I received something like this from my ex.

  4. Anon 8 years ago

    Heartfelt. Sad. Something my Ex would write

  5. A 6 years ago

    This broke my heart 💔

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