My cat died today and I wish so much that you could be here. Not a day has passed since our last conversation that I don’t think about you. I’ll probably always think about you, even when I date/marry someone else. I want you to know that I love you so much, and I miss you so much.

Sorry for my actions; they were never meant to hurt you. I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart. I’m glad that our paths crossed. Thank you for doing the things you did for me. Thank you for tucking me into bed, thank you for caring about me, thank you for telling me things no one has told me before. I wrote to you to make amends, but if you’d rather be without me, I respect it. If ever you want to revisit us, you know I’m right here waiting.

I didn’t mean it when I said I didn’t love you. I was trying to hide how i really felt; i was guided by pride and ego. I’m sorry for the things i did that pushed you away. I don’t know why I do that. You’re so amazing, believe it. I’m sorry for listening to everyone else and letting them into our relationship. I’m sorry I didn’t protect us.I’m sorry I discounted my own intuition and didn’t trust our bond but instead listened to everyone else. I’ll never move on because you’ll always be a part of me.