I just wanted to tell you that, after months of crying, feeling bad, unworthy and less than enough, I’m done with it.
I’ve been treating you right, I’ve been caring for you. You took everything, you gave almost nothing in return.
I had to leave my lovely house abroad for you, for you being inconsiderate of my feelings, acting hot and cold, making excuses, never being honest.
I considered you a special guy. I really trusted you. You forgot everything.
You judged me, called me crazy and you know what? I put aside my self-worth for you because now I can see, I am strong, I am beautiful and I can have all the men I want to. You’ve always considered yourself an idiot and that’s exactly who you are.
Above all, I thought you were a FRIEND. You were special to me and you let me down. But friendship shouldn’t be unilateral. Shouldn’t it? It shouldn’t be based on lies. I had to take a break to recover and now I just wanna tell you: I don’t want you in my life, I don’t care about you and in all honesty, I’m better off. Because if that is who you are, I don’t want it. I have a wonderful year starting ahead me and many occasions to take. I won’t waste them.
You have what you deserve.
Fuck you Edward. I hope to never see you again because you don’t deserve any little tiny bit of this girl. Not even a look.