For four years you were all I ever thought about day and night, we went through so much mental illnesses on our own parts. I suffered from anxiety and you from depression, I like to think we were toxic for each other. Because every time I’d try and open up to you it would be turned against me. You were always the victim weren’t you? I couldn’t stand it anymore so I met someone else without telling you and you ended it without knowing I didn’t love you anymore. Now you’re in a relationship with a girl that is more twisted than both of us combined, and now I spend nights thinking about you because when I once cheated on you, you are cheating on her with me. You’re back and I hate to admit it but I’m okay with it. I just want you back. I can’t move on from you.