It’s been really bad today, usually you’d make my bad days good days but not today. Today I’m a mess but I’ve been a mess all month I guess I must be really down if you can’t help me. I never understood why people do stupid things after a breakup but I get it now, I understand because I feel lost I don’t know what I want to do with my life anymore. You fixed me, you made me so much better but now I’m losing myself and this time you can’t help me. I don’t care anymore but that’s okay.