I trusted you

I trusted you

I trusted you

LTME-postDear the guy I trusted so much to just get hurt,
You took me in when I needed someone the most. I trusted you. You told me you never cheated on a girl but that story change really quick. You last girl friend did you dirty so we were both sad when we met. I had a lot of worrys but you said there’s nothing to feat. I trusted you. We were doing good at the beginning. I felt truly happy, I’ve never had this feeling before. I was too young to go to the bar with you back then. One night you went to the bar after asking me to come over I did. I waited for you to get back and then you texted me and told me to leave I shouldn’t be there. Right there I should of left I shouldn’t of stayed but I did because I fell for your games. I slept in my car that night I had no where to go I lied to you and said I stayed with a friend. You didn’t message me for two day I gave up trying to get a hold of you, I was almost ready to move on but thats when you called me at 2:00am I shouldn’t of answered, but I did. You asked me to come help you because you were just jumped I came I told you I didn’t want to stay but that didn’t work I ended up staying. Then you asked me to move in and I did. Maybe all this was my fault for always coming back for believeing you. But anyways I moved in and it was all going good but then I found out you would cheat on me everytime I went to work. How predictable. I trusted you. I came home one night and found another girls purse under the bathroom sink you lied and said it was just a friends and that she was over with her husband. Then I found a credit card by our bed you said some brought it over after the bar for a party. Thinking all this time I should of left I just kept falling deeper and deeper in love with you. Then one night you told me you loved me for the first time. You told me you have never told another girl that before. I thought I was special. One day you left your phone at home. I shouldn’t of opened it but I did I saw all the messages. I didn’t think you cheated on me that many times. All the girl who message you and you always messaged back. I trusted you when you told me nothing has ever happen. You must of thought I was truly stupid but you didn’t know I put it all together. Why you didn’t want anyone on your Facebook know we were dating. Why you told that one girl I was your ex just to get to sleep with her. Why you told me to leave that one day because you brought someone else home. I just wanted you to know I knew everything and for some reason I still trusted you. And strangely as it sounds I still trust you know.
Well bye now you will be missed,
The one you said you loved Alexis.

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