I loved you so much. While our time together was a brief of 6 months, I felt like I enjoy every single moment I spent with you. I made a lot of mistakes and decisions that caused our relationship to crumble little by little until it was too late for me to salvage it. I know I’ll never ever be the person you needed me to be, and that’s why I ended it. I knew that I wouldn’t be able to handle your anxiety and even if I could it would cause you to be in such great pain before I could. The first break up we had stung. The second and final time hit like a train. Maybe because I lost you the second time due to the same exact reasons, or maybe I just realized I lost you forever. You were my best friend, and I want you to be happy. I didn’t want to put you thru the pain I seem to put you through all the time we were together. I treated you poorly. I didn’t appreciate you as much as I should. I am sorry. I will always love you, and I don’t regret a single second I spent with you. I hope we can move forward together and grow as better people in the future.
I wish I wasn’t so scared and stressed of your anxiety