You’ve been on my mind a lot lately

You’ve been on my mind a lot lately

You’ve been on my mind a lot lately

LTME-postIt’s been a very long time, which I’m sure you’re aware of. I’d like to say that it was your decision alone to keep this distance, but I think we both know it was for the best. I’d like to say that I’m glad you are well, but as we both know I have absolutely no idea how you are.
The one thing that can definitely be said is that when we cut ties, we leave no strand behind, but slice right through until we no longer remember how to find each other. It’s amazing to think that once we were inseparable, the best of friends.

You knew me inside and out, and I, you. We were there for each other in the best of times and through the most difficult of times. We definitely managed to put each other through hell on occasion, but when support was needed the most, support was given. Until, of course, that final day.

I sometimes find myself wondering why we couldn’t stay in touch. Would it be so bad if we got together for coffee from time to time? Or if we gave each other a ring to see how the other was doing?

Using the phone to make calls has become archaic, but surely we could send a text to wish each other a happy birthday? Or a happy New Year? I mean, we’ve been through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing I can do to ever change that.

You can’t be forgotten because forgetting you would be like forgetting myself — impossible. But then again, maybe you are right. Maybe we are better off as far apart as possible. But I want you to know that I’m here for you no matter. You were such a big part of my life that I cant just forget that you exist. I know you’ve moved on and I hope your happy and I don’t wish any harm in your relationship.

I made a lot of mistakes and you showed me that. Im sorry for the pain I caused you. I have so much respect for you after everything you taught me how to love myself and be ok.

Idk if everything I’m saying now is pointless to you after everything but you’ve been on my mind a lot lately I just felt like I needed to tell you this. I’m doing ok and I hope you’re doing ok. You’ll always be in my mind and I wish you the best

10 Comments

  1. M. 4 months ago

    This was so familiar to read. Thanks for posting, stranger.

  2. Babygirl 4 months ago

    Why familiar….? Care to elaborate that M?…

  3. Emre 4 months ago

    Ditto. It feels so familiar that I can use this to send to my ex haha. Kidding aside, I admire your maturity in wishing your ex well without being bitter and selfish. 🙂

  4. Becky 4 months ago

    Wow. This letter is so familiar to what I wish I can tell my best friend.
    Thank you.

  5. Becky 4 months ago

    Wow.

    • Becky 4 months ago

      While I was reading the letter it felt like if I was readings it to someone special in my life.

  6. M. 4 months ago

    It just felt like something I’d gone through. It was brief but magnificent and devastating. The kind of thing that happens so fast you don’t even realize it’s there until you fuck it all up. At least, that’s how it felt.

  7. Matt 4 months ago

    Just like M, this seems all too familiar to me as well. I’ve read quite a few of these but this one has hit the closest to home. Well written

  8. Bella 4 months ago

    I wish for everything is good i hope so this time sure they are can meet!!! I,m reading i cant stop cry this letters

  9. s 4 months ago

    aw this is relatable

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