I believed in us, but you didn’t

I believed in us, but you didn’t

I believed in us, but you didn’t

LTME-postDear Ex,
Let me start off by saying I love you and I will always love you. I wish you nothing but the best and I hope you find someone you can give your all to. I’m writing this because I never got the change to ask the reason why or to properly end things. This is a letter to end the cycle that’s been going on for five year on and off again. I’m not looking for an apology. In the very beginning when you found me I didn’t think anything was going to progress but I was wrong and I ended up falling for you even thousands miles apart it was hard for the both of us but we managed everything was good till about 6 months later and I didn’t hear for you again, it was like you fell of the face of the earth with no trace I was worried and left confused. Forced to move on and try to continue living life we were still young so I focused on myself. Two years later with you still lingering in the back of my mind I decided to find you on Facebook which was successful. I remember my heart racing because I at least knew that you were ok and that maybe I could get some answers. I sent you a message and we had a brief conversation about the things that were new in each others lives. A month later I asked if I could talk to you on the phone and you informed me that you had a boyfriend which I understood and respected till one day you called me and I was worried because I didn’t know if everything was okay so I answered and we talked for a minute. from then on we continued to talk and you told me you were single. So we get back on track and start things like it never ended till about 6 months later I find out you had a girlfriend I was livid cursed you out told you I was done and hung up on you. I didn’t talk to you for about a year. Then we reconnected again through Facebook and I tired to pretend like I didn’t miss you but you already knew I did the more we started talking I begun to believe that things were going to be different and that this time things would last. I fell for you more than the first time we met and I never knew that was possible. We talked 24/7 and talked of a future together which gave me high hopes just to be let down once again and for you to just up and disappear without reason or a warning. I believed in you and i believed in us but I guess you didn’t do the same. I’m writing this because I deserve some closure and because I don’t like my feelings to be played with or kept at a near reach for you to be able to pick up whenever you feel like it. To my ex can you assure me that are 5 years wasn’t for nothing or can you for once tell me the truth and put yourself in my place if I just up and stopped talking to you without reasoning because I deserve more then just a sorry I want answers.

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