So quickly, it seems, you entered and exited my life and I can’t believe that you’re actually gone. “Be careful what you wish for” is something I must remind myself of every second since you left. In the heat of the argument surely I did wish you would go but the shock when it happened was devastating and not something I was prepared for. This shook my world and I would do anything to get you back. All the little things that bothered me before seem so insignificant now and they torment me. Why was I so awful to you? But you were just like me even if you didn’t care to admit it. That’s why we Butt heads. We fought and we made up and that’s all it was in the end. But I promise you I can be different. I would be different for you. I loved being in a relationship with you. I love every piece of you. I love loving you. I don’t know how to ever stop loving you or if I ever will. I thought we were soul mates and I can’t turn away from that kind of love. We made it through distance across provinces but we failed the ultimate test of being together despite all of my longing to have you near. I can’t bear the idea of you being so far away again. I missed my only chance. When will I wake up from this nightmare summer. I will never forget slow dancing in the streets with you. You are my forever love, my Taurus, my soul mate. I’m so sorry for everything and I’ll be seeing you.