My first love

My first love

My first love

LTME-postDear Y,
I don’t even know why i’m doing this. I have written tons of letters& I was willing on sending them,but i just never had the guts to do so. So this seems like a better option.
I loved you,with every inch of my body. 2 years later, I still do. It might sound stupid since I’m in a relationship and all that. He’s just not you. It’s been ages since I heard your voice, a little over a year to be exact. and I miss it more than anything. I just wanted to tell you that, you have given me the best 4 years of my life. I wouldn’t be the person I am today without you. To this day, my heart breaks every time i think of you. or every time i think about our last conversation when you had your car parked in our “chilling spot” & we both cried knowing that it was the end. I hoped you’d fight for me.I hoped you’d do everything in your power to save “us” but i guess you were young and you wanted to explore life and what its all about. I tried speaking to you a few times last year, but every time I did, my heart literally broke. You keep treating me like we never happened, you’re treating me like we were just friends. Im not expecting you to tell you love me and all that, but at least show some emotions. I just miss you so much. I don’t know what to do. i remember when we broke up, you kept telling me that you ” have this vision that we’ll always end up together” do you still believe that? cause that’s whats giving me hope.
You will always have a special place in my heart.And i want to thank you for everything.
I want to thank you for never giving up on me, for trusting me, for handling my mood swings, for loving me the way you did, for always being there and i want to thank you for breaking my heart. Your love will remain in my heart forever and I know for a fact that it’ll stay this way.
I cant wait to watch you grow into the man you’re becoming and I cant wait to see you happy& successful.
– F

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