Hey, you. This is an apology letter. I’m sorry and I hope everything’s going well after all I done to you. I know you’re still in love with me and that you’re still hurting over me but don’t, you shouldn’t. I treated you like shit. You deserve so much better. No one deserved to be treated like that and I’m sorry I had to end things in the shittiest way but I’m proud of you for finally standing up to me. I hope some day you’ll fall in love with someone who sees you as the amazing person you are. In fact I know you’ll find that someone even if it’s not now. I never saw that and I took advantage of you. Every time I’d fuck you over you’d try coming back. I didn’t until now realise I lost someone so great. I realised it after karma came back and the same thing happened to me. I fell in love with someone who wasn’t as in love with me and was mentally abusive and constantly cheating but I’m not here to talk about that although I wish i was because I know you’d make me feel better. I finally realised how much I hurt you. It took having the same thing I did to you happen to me and it hurt like shit. Well you know what they say; you get what you give. So I guess I had it coming for me eventually. But still no one ever deserves to feel like that especially you when all you wanted was my affection and love. But all I gave you was horrible words and taking you for granted, using you for my own benefits. You probably never understood why I treated you like that when you were only the best. But I couldn’t tell you why either. I want you to move on and maybe it’s not that easy but you can do so much better than dwelling over someone who made you feel like shit. I hope you’re doing better and I hope that you get over me. I know you hate me now but I do care about you even though I never acted like I did but I do now at least. I regret what I did to you because I miss you now. I miss your lips and being held in your warm comforting arms. I know you miss that too. You tried being there for me but all I did was push you away and tell you that I didn’t want you. But when I did need something I came running back and the sad thing was no matter all of that you still were right there. I hate myself for doing what I did. For being so mentally abusive and fucking with your head. I hope you move on to bigger and better things because that’s what you deserve and I hope you never get treated like this again. So good luck in life I only wish the best for you.
You deserve better