It was a whirlwind but I wouldn’t change it for the world

It was a whirlwind but I wouldn’t change it for the world

It was a whirlwind but I wouldn’t change it for the world

LTME-postDear you,
Today would have been our two year anniversary, its crazy how different things are from this time last year. But I would rather be where I am now then where I was this time last year. I may have had you, but I didn’t have myself, whereas now the opposite exists. I shared some of the best and most memorable moments of my life with you and I will always be so grateful of everything you ever did for me. You were a truly amazing guy and I am sorry that we met at the wrong time. I am sorry that we met when I couldn’t love you the way you deserved. Things are different now, I am happy, I love myself, and I am content. The person I am now is the person who you always needed me to be, but I needed to be by myself to become someone that is able to love others. Losing you was one of the most painful things I’ve ever gone through. But seeing you become a totally different person was even more painful because the person I knew no longer exists. That has made it easier for me to move on, so in a way I am okay with how much things have changed. I truly hope one day, in the future, when we’ve both sorted ourselves out that we meet again. That we can laugh and smile about all the amazing times we had and not remember any of the pain we caused each other. I hope that we can see each other one last time, be happy, and walk away knowing that it was all worth. We were two young kids who fell crazy in love at the wrong time, it was a complete whirlwind but I wouldn’t change it for the world. Thank you for being a part of my life. I truly wish you the best with everything.

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