Damn J, saw you on okcupid lol crazy to think not to long ago you and I met on there and were dating around this time. Thought you and I were forever but I thought wrong. I’ve learned and grew and contiue to grow, not that you would give a shit. I can see we are different and that our love for each other was not enough to keep us together. You dont look as attractive to me as before so i know I took you off the pedastool but my heart stopped when I saw your account, I was casually swiping this morning and froze when I saw you, I foolishly swiped right and viewed your page, but, I unliked you and if you can see I viewed you so be it. I already figure you arent coming back and you know what I am okay with that. I was reading your questions and your bio and honestly we are different. We may have a lot in common and similiar intrest but our moral code is a lot different. Besides, you led me to believe you didnt like to always drink but cleary I was wrong. I wish I could just forget you. I wish I could find someone new and just have her take your place. Honestly dating after you feels like Im trying to fill a spot or a place or a hole and I hate that. Im so stuck on you like you were the perfect girl that I piss on ever single relationship after. I can see now we arent meant to be, you just change and change as the years go on and not for the better it seems. I think your purpose was to soley wake me up so i can fix myself and after you did your job thats it. Now for someone new and better. I need someone whose down for me, not stuck in the past with guy friends or exs, not someone whose a self proclaimed good liar . Not someone who plays games and is immature. Not someone who says one thing and does another. Not someone like you. Someone better than you. Im a good guy and a great catch, yeah i have some behavorial things I got to work on, yes I have some insecurites I have to fix. Yes I need go build my confidence but I am so much more than you ever will be and if I had a chance to hit you for all the pain you caused me believe me I would take it, but lucky for you, I am a gentleman.