I am finally angry. I’m angry at how u ended things on your terms as they always seem to be. I’m angry you lied to me by saying the breakup had nothing to do with another person when it clearly did. I’m angry you said you had no effort for me but effort for someone else. I’m angry you said that you weren’t looking for anything new but than a fucking week later you’re dating her. I’m angry you put all the blame on me fuck you. I’m angry at how you changed so drastically from someone who said they would never hurt me to someone who has constantly put me through shit for the past 2 months. I’m angry at myself for letting you affect me like this, you are not worth my anger. You are not worth me feeling like this. Fuck you for lying. Fuck you for making me feel so guilty at the end of the relationship that I somehow made you so miserable and broken when you clearly were ok. Fuck you for making me feel lacking, like I was not good enough. Fuck you for not even having the decency to wait more than a week before looking at someone else. Fuck you for making me feel shitty again after we had sex the last time like I somehow forced you into it. You were just worried that your new girlfriend would find out. Fuck you for not being honest with me about her. Fuck you for saying this relationship meant so much and than moving on to someone else in a month. Fuck you for acting so high and mighty. Fuck you for letting me beg for another chance when you were already talking to her. Why didn’t you have the balls to tell me ? Where you afraid of how it would look on your part? How it would mean that you’re just a fucking coward. Fuck you Fuck you fuck you fuck you.
I’m finally angry