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Long overdue

January 23rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by T

N,

I’m really not sure what I’m doing or even if I’m doing it right, and I always cared so much about what you thought of me even though I shouldn’t have, so even though you’re never going to read this I want it to be okay. It’s just sometimes you used to look at me like I was worthy of something, and it’s never that I thought I wasn’t good enough for you or that you had unrealistic expectations of me, but rather I could never grasp the concept that the person you thought of as exceptional was the me I am today. Or I was anyway, because if it was the present me I wouldn’t be writing this letter, because I wouldn’t still be thinking about you as often as I do.

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I’ve been thinking…

January 18th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by DA

C,

I’ve been reading through every letter on this site, and each different letter leaves it’s own impression on my mind.  There are some differences in details, but sentiments sound the same.  Some I’d be damned if you didn’t write them yourself.  I can see so much of what I used to be in those letters, and the lump in my throat gets bigger, and the knots in my stomach get tighter.  It makes me sick to even consider I treated someone the way I see in these letters.

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Just thinking…

January 18th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by LB

Dear CB,

I have to say, again, that I’m deeply sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you.  One post in particular struck rather deep.  There are many things you deserve to be told as well.  I’m ashamed it’s taken me so long to say anything.  Please, forgive me; I did what I was told, only because I thought that’s what you thought was best for you.

I haven’t stopped caring a lick since we parted.  In all honesty, I got rocked two days later when my grandmother passed.  Then three months after that, my other grandmother passed.  The pain of losing three very important women in my life destroyed me.  I withdrew from everything to the point of extreme isolation.

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The Only Moment We Were Alone

January 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Cancerian J

Not one day goes by that I wish I had pleaded with you not to leave on that cold, rainy morning, October 3, 2013. I’ll always remember the song that was playing, Explosions in the Sky’s “The Only Moment We Were Alone”. It’s a beautiful song, but now every time I hear it, I think of that morning in my little pickup when you told me that you wanted to break it off. And I let you, since I felt a bit of relief. But as time went on, all I did was miss you more, miss your warm body next to mine in bed, your musk, those beautiful eyes of yours and your sexual prowess.

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Stranger

January 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by DA

Dear CW,

I’m not writing this to attack you, or put you through any more hardship and pain.  I’ve had a lot of time to think about everything, and I find the conclusions I’ve come to hurt more than your absence.  What haunts me the most is how we parted with you shouldering the blame for everything.  Especially after all of the insanely hurtful things I said, and put you through, those last few months.

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one last time

January 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by v

To ‘the guy’

I have a lot to say since the day you left me. I know you might not want to hear this, but please just hear me out. One last time.

For me, what we had was unforgettable. You left all these traces all over my heart and memory and I can never, ever forget you. We will go our separate ways in life and maybe our paths will never cross again. But just so you know, you will always be in the back of my head.

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It wasn’t easy for me either

January 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in It's over, move on, Just want to say sorry § Posted by Letter To My Ex

Dear Jayden,

I’m so sorry about everything. I should’ve told you how I felt earlier. im sorry I lied. It wasn’t a complete lie, but what does it matter. I still lied. I did like you, but after your last girlfriend, the one before me, I gave up on you. You disappeared from my life for a month and just come back and be my friend again. When you asked me, I said yes because I thought my feelings would come back but they didn’t. im sorry that I didn’t tell you sooner. But I can’t take that back because what’s done is done.

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You’ve still got me.

January 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Brittany

I saw you today. We laughed, talked, and you made me smile. Just like you did when you were still mine. You brought me out of one of the darkest places anyone could ever be, and made me feel special. You showed me loved. True love. I miss calling you honey. I miss tickling you, I miss the way we would pick on each other. I miss everything. You remember those cheap pearl earrings you bought me for my cousins wedding? Yep, I still have them. And I wear them every single day. I still have the cards you gave me. The keychain you gave me the day you asked me to be your girlfriend. Those things are so precious to me, because you’re so important and precious to me. I know I screwed the relationship up.  

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To my best friend

January 4th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Dyosa

Dear…

Here I am again. Let me start by saying I’m deeply sorry for all the pain I’d cause you; for all the things that you had heard,  I know you know what I mean. I know I’ve said painful thing that hurt you so much . I cant enumerate everything. For the past 146 days that we did not talk to each other honestly it was a roller coaster  of emotions. For the first few days I felt so angry, week after I tried to be civil but i cant.

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Erica

December 30th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by L

its been a year..and still im damaged honestly i think that i never will fully heal from this. I really dont understand how literally the day before you were saying how much you loved me and then like nothing you left not even a goodbye you never wanted to talk after that you cut me out of your life like nothing, like everything we went trhough didnt mean anything do you even feel any remorse??

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25th of January, 2012

December 30th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Josh

Dear Kayleigh,

It’ll probably take a long time to forgive you for what you did to me, although I understand it had to happen. I’m sorry about all the times I hurt you, upset you and made you sad. I’m sorry for all the times you had done thoughtful things and I just brushed it off and never returned the favour.

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let’s start over

December 30th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by paul

Vicki,

It’s been nearly a week since we last interacted, and I didn’t expect to write you again, having already done so and having heard your feelings very candidly. It’s safe to say I miss you, and miss what we had, whatever it was that held us together — be it adoration or lust — as brief as it was.

I guess I’m writing you because even though I doubt you meant to, I want to thank you for helping me learn the most important lesson, from the very bitty bottom of my heart.

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My anger and resentment towards you

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Dustin

I am sorry for the way a reacted in response to the mean and hurtful things you said to me on our drive home that night. I just wanted to know that I will always love you no matter what happens because I remember God speaking to you and me about how we were supposed to be together. He reaffirmed it the night you broke down in tears when I asked how do you know your supposed to be with me and you said because God told me, I had prayed for our relationship prior to you saying that asking him to give me a sign  that he told you to be with me and he spoke to me through you that night.

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What I want you to know

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by etak

C,

Last night I drove to the grocery and bought a box of Annie’s, came home and made myself dinner, and thought of you. It’s something I’ve been doing a lot since Thursday— I wish I could stop but I can’t. I read through our text messages starting at the very beginning, from Keaton Henson, to the Halloween Party (still can’t believe you took care of me all night). As I read through them, all of the things I felt in the beginning came flooding back and I knew that I couldn’t let this go without trying. You told me that time isn’t always relevant, and although it was barely a month, what you and I shared was magic. I know things are over now, and it pains me to think that something so special has faded. But despite the past few weeks and all that has happened, my feelings remain. This is a letter containing all of the things I want you to know and should have had the guts to express to you earlier.

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You said, “Just say that you never loved me”

December 5th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Lovisa

Hey.

Can you honestly look at me and not feel anything? No pain, no regret, no nostalgi – nothing? Because I can’t. You know that feeling when you think there’s another step at the end of the stairs but there’s not so instead you experience that tiny heart attack when your feet reach the ground? That’s how I feel when I look at you. Or when I hear your voice, your laugh. Your beautiful, beautiful smile which spreads across your entire face and reveals that otherwise hidden vain in your forehead. It breaks me and I try so hard not to forget the last time I was the reason for that smile.

You’ve always been the one to open up and tell me how you feel. So for once, it’s my turn.

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