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Growth takes time

February 23rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by MavisSleeps

A,

When you are a kid you think about growing. You think about being an adult, being bigger, taller, smarter, richer. But what is spoke of less is how we continue to grow as adults.

I look back at who I was ten, five even two years ago. And realise how I have changed. How I have grown and developed. Deep down my essence is still the same. But you grow and you learn with experience. Your thoughts change, you perceive things differently over time with each subtle snippet of information. It’s so subtle that you don’t see it happening. And it is never something that can be forced.

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Acceptance

February 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Bub

Though it’s been 3 months it’s still so hard sometime. I broke down today and cried for an hour I know we’re young and you’d rather be independent, I know I fucked up so many times and didn’t take us seriously. I was insecure and just thought you were using me. I’m in a better place now though I miss you terribly though I know we can’t and won’t ever be together. You’ll always have a secret closet in my heart that only you can open. I love you still so much my first love and heartbreak we were born the same day. I should have known it was too good to be true. I still would never take a second back.

I’m so sorry

February 7th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by PA

I was so young when we met. Young and stupid. I can’t believe it was almost 6 years ago. You were the first person who actually made me feel like I wanted more out of life. You made me aim higher personally and professionally.
It’s sad that I’m still hung up on you and what happened, but that’s life. I’ve had many boyfriends since then, but nobody has made me feel the butterflies like you did.

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For the love of Coffee

February 7th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by You Know Who I Am

Dear D.E.R,
It’s been four years and I hope one day you get the chance to read this because I really think you should know how much it hurt. It hurt when you walked away,that moment just killed me. What kills me even more, is you gave me several chances to prove to you that I wasn’t going to mess it up and that we could be friends but I guess I failed you there.

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dear love

February 7th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by MissCharmCharm

I’m really sorry for hurting you love. Wish you all the best! i love you, always take good care of your self!

My Sunshine, Waqar…

February 7th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Sienna

Waqar,
I think that we both have apologies to make to each other. There are times where we both should have done things differently to keep each other happy and to keep our relationship as strong as it had first started out.
I became clingy and started expecting too much from you, I forgot how to be generous towards you, return favours and prove to you that I care for you through my actions so I came across as selfish. And I take responsibility for myself. I also know that sometimes saying ‘sorry’ on it’s own isn’t enough.

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You helped me breathe new life and for that, I thank you more than you ever will know.

January 30th, 2015 § 1 comment § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Joshua Hatfield

You know who you are. You left abruptly a week ago. I was blind and I didn’t see it coming. But it happened and that’s okay. I just want to thank you for it, because it really put things into perspective and taught me life’s most important lessons:

- Never give up on yourself.

- Never let go of what you love.

- And never take the little things for granted.

I failed to do all of those while we were together. It was my fault and for that I apologize. We had started a family of adorable dogs and cats. We started talking about marriage. We started talking about kids. And then out of nowhere, I fell off the map we were trying to conquer.

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I don’t even know

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by .starr

You know it hurts it really does.

At times im so confused.Even though it honestly felt like a joke. The whole waiting to be together…

You will probably never read this and honestly I hope you dont, but I do need this off my chest.

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Sick or healthy, I want to spend time with you

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by menotyou

I don’t know how to start this letter to you.

You told me you were sick and to move on because you felt I deserved more but I don’t want to move on. I care about you.

So sick or healthy I want to spend time with you, closing me out of your life when your reason isn’t lack of caring or either of us doing something to hurt the other isn’t the right thing for either of us.

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My heart is ripped in two and one half is still with you

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by r.a.

It hasn’t been that long since we separated. But it feels like an eternity. Everywhere i go, and everything i do, reminds me of us. Every movie i try to watch just puts an image of you in my head. I feel lost without you. You’re perfect for me. I never would’ve thought it would go this far. I can’t believe i did something so horrible. Its literally painful to bare with the fact you’re never coming back. Ill never be able to hold you while we sleep. Or comfort you while you weep. My heart is ripped in two and one half is still with you. I cant picture myself with anybody else. You’re all i ever wanted and all i ever needed.

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Hello, it is me you’re looking for…

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, It's over, move on, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by a

Hello. These are the five letters in sequence which I could have written to you in the depths of unconsciousness and now, they feel so odd. So out of place.

Hello. I don’t quite know where to start. I hope you are doing well, and I wish every day that you are fine. That you have forgotten the pain I caused you, and that you have forgiven me for ending our relationship and breaking your heart.

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Long overdue

January 23rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by T

N,

I’m really not sure what I’m doing or even if I’m doing it right, and I always cared so much about what you thought of me even though I shouldn’t have, so even though you’re never going to read this I want it to be okay. It’s just sometimes you used to look at me like I was worthy of something, and it’s never that I thought I wasn’t good enough for you or that you had unrealistic expectations of me, but rather I could never grasp the concept that the person you thought of as exceptional was the me I am today. Or I was anyway, because if it was the present me I wouldn’t be writing this letter, because I wouldn’t still be thinking about you as often as I do.

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I’ve been thinking…

January 18th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by DA

C,

I’ve been reading through every letter on this site, and each different letter leaves it’s own impression on my mind.  There are some differences in details, but sentiments sound the same.  Some I’d be damned if you didn’t write them yourself.  I can see so much of what I used to be in those letters, and the lump in my throat gets bigger, and the knots in my stomach get tighter.  It makes me sick to even consider I treated someone the way I see in these letters.

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Just thinking…

January 18th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by LB

Dear CB,

I have to say, again, that I’m deeply sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you.  One post in particular struck rather deep.  There are many things you deserve to be told as well.  I’m ashamed it’s taken me so long to say anything.  Please, forgive me; I did what I was told, only because I thought that’s what you thought was best for you.

I haven’t stopped caring a lick since we parted.  In all honesty, I got rocked two days later when my grandmother passed.  Then three months after that, my other grandmother passed.  The pain of losing three very important women in my life destroyed me.  I withdrew from everything to the point of extreme isolation.

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The Only Moment We Were Alone

January 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Cancerian J

Not one day goes by that I wish I had pleaded with you not to leave on that cold, rainy morning, October 3, 2013. I’ll always remember the song that was playing, Explosions in the Sky’s “The Only Moment We Were Alone”. It’s a beautiful song, but now every time I hear it, I think of that morning in my little pickup when you told me that you wanted to break it off. And I let you, since I felt a bit of relief. But as time went on, all I did was miss you more, miss your warm body next to mine in bed, your musk, those beautiful eyes of yours and your sexual prowess.

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