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Scared you’ll reject me

March 31st, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by sa

Dear Mohsen,

It is about one month and 14 days we broke up. I’m sorry, I act childish. I always pushed you away from myself, you wanted to spend hours with me and I was so selfish I rejected you all the time. Last time when I told you I am marrying another man because I was very mad at you. You always compared me with your exes and it was painful for me. I know I did wrong with you but you were also bad to me. You tried to make me jealous. I love you I will always love you. You told that you made up with that girl I do not even believe that. I love you and I cannot apologize you as I think you will reject me. I love you. Please come back.

 

Stuck in limbo

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Hopeless Romantic

I look through my phone everyday and it’s filled with memories. Good and bad and I just can’t help but be sad. I write with tears filling my eyes unsure of the future. I see a picture and I feel that exact memory like a hot iron imprinted on my heart. They say a picture is worth a thousand words and I can say every single word. I can remember every moment each thought slowly cutting deeper into my heart. Every time my phone rings I hope it’s you, even if it’s just a smiley face just something letting me know I’m on your mind. But it never is.

Every time I hear a car in the driveway I run to the window hoping to see you getting out of your car. I miss every moment sometimes. I guess I just took it for granted never realizing that it would be stripped away in an instant. Then being left on an island of uncertainty. Writing each message, putting it into a bottle and throwing out to the sea of pain hoping that one day to be rescued. I hope one day to see you coming to rescue me from myself.

You Cannot Touch my Knees, Unless it’s Over a Blanket

March 16th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by anna van buren

Dear Elijah,

I hope you never see this. That’s a lie; possibly sarcasm. I learned that from you, you know; the sarcasm stuff. I never understood sarcasm before you came along. I can’t think of a better way to start this off; I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I took advantage of your innocence. I’m sorry for the last month and a half of our relationship. I’m sorry I didn’t make you comfortable enough to say no. I took things much farther than they ever had to go because I was so unsure of how to keep you. I’m sorry I relationshipped wrong. I was about to do it right; I was about to tell you. Pour out my heart to you. It was a Tuesday when you broke us. I relive that Tuesday like it’s an episode of Supernatural. I was going to tell you everything on Saturday.

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You were right

March 11th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by The girl that lost

We were young and madly in love. Our relationship seemed perfect, it was something of a fairy-tale. He came along like a prince and saved me from my darkness. He gave me hope, joy, and happiness but I let my insecurities, fears, and the past end the relationship. Even after our relationship was over with he still called me everyday, every morning he would text me “Good morning beautiful” and I would ignore him, every night he would text me ” Good night beautiful” and again I would ignore it, and when he called I would answer him and simply be as rude as I could be. But that never made him act rude to me instead he was gentle, sweet, and kind. He would always try to make me laugh even when I was angry. I hated him for that, I wanted him to hate me back but he wouldn’t allow it. It’s been three years since I broke things off. When I think back to the day we broke up and of how I treated him I feel disgusted, sad, and disappointed with what I did to him. I tried for about a year now to contact him but there is noway. Since I moved, changed my number, and basically deleted every social network I had. I have no way of contacting him. I asked couple of friends about him and they said they don’t know where he could be. It’s like he disappeared from the face of earth.

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Does time heal self-inflicted wounds?

March 11th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Trish

Dear you,

Yes it’s been a long while. Yes, I’m married. Yes I cheated on you for a week with my current husband. Yes, I didn’t tell you about it. Yes, I left you for him. Yes, I waited years to apologize. Yes, I cut off communication with you. Why did I do all these things, you ask? It’s complicated. But it was all well-intentioned, I swear.

Now, it’s been about five years. It sucks that my husband and your birthdays are the same. It sucks that he likes the same shows as you. It sucks that I have to see your roommate from college every week at my school. It sucks that so many things remind me of you. It sucks that I’m not happy. I left you for many reasons, all of them probably stupid. I was infatuated with him. You were in another city. You weren’t a “good boy.” You weren’t making me a priority (or so I felt). I though you weren’t ready to take it to the next level. I wanted to be married. I thought you weren’t ready for that. I made so many assumptions. About him and his family. About you and your family. I thought they wouldn’t accept me. I was super different. I thought his family was similar to me and to my family. Turns out everything was opposite. Everything.

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Silent call

February 23rd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Underquiet

Dear you,

The way things ended, has left quite a number of things left unsaid which means a number of things left unresolved.

I’ve moved on with my life, I’m happy. But when I look back, I’m not, like a creeping shadow.

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Any chance you’re reading this?

February 23rd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Angela

Kenny,

I went through every letter on this site hoping that you wrote me something. I knew you didn’t, but as always, I wanted to believe that you had feelings for me. I guess I just wanted to know that the father of my baby did at one point feel something for me, that for almost a year together, you weren’t just faking it.

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You could be happy…

February 23rd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry § Posted by ForeverAnet

I won’t know.

But you weren’t happy the day I let you go.

Without me there to hold you back, don’t think just do.

Take a glorious bite out of the whole world.

Take all the time that you need to come back to me.

But darling, even if you don’t, that’s okay.

I’m happy if you are.

I love you baby, and i’m sorry.

The Night

January 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by MedSchoolBlues

Hey,

So you just broke up with me a couple of hours ago. The night before a med school test. I guess I should be mad about that. You’ve made me impossible to study. 1.5 years. A year and half. But it’s not the time that matters. We packed so much life into those 1.5 years. I gave you so much of myself. Pieces of soul that I feel I’ll never get back. You say we’ll talk again in a month. It doesn’t work like that. You don’t get to just drop me and pick me back up again. Like a doll. That’s what I feel like right now. A broken doll, thrown out to the garbage. I’m beginning to wonder how much fluid the human body can actually lose in tears. They don’t teach us that in class. I’m wondering if I hooked myself up to an EKG if I would actually be able to see the bradycardia from my heart slowly giving up and refusing to beat. I was fool. But I was a fool for you.

It doesn’t matter if I want it back, I’ve given it away

January 18th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by AO

Dear S,

I’m so sorry about breaking up with you. I’m sorry I couldnt give you a straight answer for almost four months as to exactly why I did it, first blaming distance, then letting you believe it was your fault.

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I can’t cope

January 18th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry § Posted by Zelda

I know this isn’t exactly expected. After everything that has been said or done, you’d think that there are no more words left to say, but there are.

I have said some royally awful things to and about you. I seriously can’t take back anything I’ve said, but this is the closest I can get. I thought you were the love of my life, but clearly you were my first love and not my last.

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I should’ve done so many things different

January 18th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by S

A, I feel like this somehow might make me feel better, deep down I know it really wont. I wish things would have been different, so much time has gone by since that first day we met. i remember seeing you just feeling something instantly, its like i was drawn to you, probably the worst way to approach someone, or maybe not cause hey we did have 3 years together, years that i cant seem to remove from my memory. I did love you. More then you could ever know.

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Thank you for loving me

January 2nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by K

Hey E,

I’m writing this letter not in desperation, and not to be angry and upset at what you did to me. I’m not writing this to beg you to come back. No, this is more of a thank you letter. I don’t want to thank you for breaking my heart, but I want to thank you for loving me and dealing with me for as long as you did. I recognize I wasn’t always the best and I made you feel like I wasn’t happy with you. The truth is, I had never been as happy in my entire life. Maybe I didn’t always show it, but you could make me smile so easily. But, that doesn’t matter anymore.

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Dear M,

December 17th, 2013 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Katie

Thank you for being my first love; I can honestly say that I am extremely fortunate to have had you come into my life in such a strong and concrete way. I had the chance to make amazing memories and share experiences I will remember for a life time, with a person that I loved more than anything in the world. We got along so well, we shared the same sense of being- we saw the world through the same lens. Our conversations late at night in my room, or in one of our cars (especially overlooking our “spot” by the lake) reaffirmed my belief in soul mates. The connection that we shared transcended many other relationships we could see around us, and although of course this is never a competition, we knew and recognized the importance of this. I think that is why I’m finding it so hard to let you go, even though it was completely of my own doing.

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SORRY.

December 17th, 2013 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by SHMILY

Just sorry.

You never seemed to accept that apology from me. And for the longest time, I can never really forgive myself for what happened.

I wish I could tell you that the person who did those horrible things wasn’t me.

But it was.

Even now, I ask myself why I did those things. I still have no answer. But if I could go back in time, I would slap myself so hard for being such a monster.

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