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I never stopped loving you

March 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by S.H.

Dear S.C I take comfort knowing my feelings are out the wild and no longer bottled inside. It’s been years since I last saw your face or heard your voice yet… it still hurts. It began like a fairy tale I had never known love and didn’t feel I was worthy of ever being in love.

We were young and I was a fool I was blinded be sheer devotion for you my heart felt alive in your presence and I messed it all up :( I never gave you space I wanted to be all you cared about and all you wanted. I was selfish I let you down and made your life a misery even as I write this my emotions are mixed I have a tear in my eye thinking about the pain but a smile on my face thinking about how much the little time I spent with you made my life worth living.

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I don’t even know…

March 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Cheyenne

I don’t even know what happened..

You went on spring break.. You were talking to your ex. She wants you back and she misses you. You miss her too. You said that she was there for you through everything, but wasn’t I? Wasn’t I there at midnight talking you out of things. Making you feel important in life.

You told me that I made you feel confident. Was that just a lie?

Was everything you told me real?

Our song, was it really yours and hers?

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For what it’s worth…

March 28th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by butterflyblackrose

The keeper to my heart,

It doesn’t feel real yet, not even a little. I cannot believe it’s over. I have always held onto the idea that things would be the way they used to be but now I know they no longer can.

So, this is why I’m writing you a letter. I hope you find this, I hope you read it and write me back because without you in my life, I’m truthfully lost and I have mild happiness.

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I am so sorry and I really miss you

March 28th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by H

I have been wanting to let you know how sorry I am for a really long time now I just didn’t know how I could tell you.

It has been almost 2 years and whoever said it gets easier lied…It has not gotten easier at all, I know most of the time it didn’t seem like the breakup bothered me or it didn’t seem like I missed you but I have missed you soo much…I have thought about you every day for the last almost 2 years I have tried everything to forget about you but once a song comes on the radio your back in my head, when I drive by I think of how much I miss our life at home, I miss little things like helping you farm and getting parts or running errands with you.

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I’ll always have your back.

March 17th, 2015 § 1 comment § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry § Posted by nostalgicvenom

You are beautiful to look at.
I catch myself looking at you even now, when you are not looking.
Do you love me? Do you hate me?
Ah, I bet its the latter one. Maybe a little bit of both.
Well, I love you.
Even though I seldom said it out loud.

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Stages of heartbreak

March 17th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry § Posted by Am

things i wanted to say but never did
11.12.14: you broke my heart yesterday. into a million pieces. i am numb.
11.20.15: why tell me we may get back together if you know that won’t happen?
11.25.14: you still cant look at me. i miss you.
11.27.15: i yelled at you. i ruined everything.

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Clarity

March 17th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry § Posted by K

Jesse, I have to finally get this off my chest…
I sincerely apologize for how I hurt you. I never understood the depth of what I did to you until someone did the same thing to me. I know we were never “official”, but we loved one another. That was real. And it scared me. So I jumped ship the moment things were not “perfect”.

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A final goodbye

March 3rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, It's over, move on, Just want to say sorry, My awesome new life, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Darla

Coffee,

It’s been 1year and 3 months since you disappeared from my life to start with a new girl. People break up all the time and yet for me that possibility didn’t exist within the logic of our relationship. It was so hard. I couldn’t get out of bed and I was plagued with suicidal thoughts. Although most days were unbearable, I somehow progressed. I learned how slow healing can be. The cyclical nature: three steps forward, two steps back became unbearable. Of course my friends and family grew tired of my depression and had nothing else to say. I hated myself for being unable to just get over it. Occasionally I would peek at your social media sites and see a new picture with your girlfriend. The woman worth leaving me. With time I realized how you were tired of me so many months before but didn’t have the courage to break it off. I excused the obvious signs saying you were stressed, desperately clinging to something that was dead. Half the battle has been trying to forgive myself for my blind and humiliating behavior.

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I’d give anything to go back and change things

March 3rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by A

L,

It’s been months. I don’t think I will ever come to terms with you leaving me. I know it’s wrong, but it makes me sad and resentful that you’re happy and moving on.

I know it took you a while too, but you’re finally there. Abandoning me.. all over again.

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I’m so very sorry

March 3rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Amanda

Dear Kitten

I’m not sure how to go about this but I take some comfort that u will probly never read this.

I honestly thought I was doing right by u, when we were kids. U didn’t need to be dragged into my issues. U didn’t need to know in as little as 3 months, I fell head over heals for u n loved every thing about u. I had a hard time than accepting everything, yet now is no easier. I have missed u n I still do. U will still remain my first choice, my first love, the person who I would still put first…over the last few months I’ve had to accept the many mistakes, I’ve made wif u n I am sorry for every single one. I’m sorry the truth came too lil, too late.

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I am sorry

February 28th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by TEA-OK1

Steve,

I know that many years have passed, but I still owe you a sincere apology. Actually, you deserve more than one. You deserve an apology for the length of time that it took for me to say it and another for my callous dismissal of your feelings.  You were great to me and there was nothing you could have done to make things work. The fault lies entirely with me.  I’m so sorry that I brought you into my chaotic life and caused you pain because of my immaturity and selfishness. I truly hope you have found a woman worthy of your love that has made you life complete. I am sorry I failed you.  I never intended for it to end the way it did, but it happened and I take responsibility for the pain I caused.  Steve – I  am truly sorry.  I hope your life has every blessing that this world has to offer.  Teresa

An apology from Boulder

February 28th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by J

To you,

I’ve been incredibly unsympathetic to your situation. I don’t need to ask if you are sick of reading the over-indulgent dribble I’ve written about my feelings and especially the revolting things I’ve written on that tumblr. I know you are. I deleted the tumblr.

I didn’t mean to invade your privacy or belittle the memories we made in those posts. I was venting and I was venting inexplicably intoxicated. The things I said were unforgivable. I should never had brought your family up. I never have and I never will be able to know what it’s been like for you.

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I’m really sorry.

February 28th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Taylah

Dear B.L

I am so sorry I broke up with you so soon after we started dating. Now that I think about it, I regret reacting in the way is did.

You walked home in front of me today and it hit me like a slap in the face. I miss you. I want to give it another shot. I miss the way we spoke so openly with each other, and how we could joke around.

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Growth takes time

February 23rd, 2015 § 1 comment § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by MavisSleeps

A,

When you are a kid you think about growing. You think about being an adult, being bigger, taller, smarter, richer. But what is spoke of less is how we continue to grow as adults.

I look back at who I was ten, five even two years ago. And realise how I have changed. How I have grown and developed. Deep down my essence is still the same. But you grow and you learn with experience. Your thoughts change, you perceive things differently over time with each subtle snippet of information. It’s so subtle that you don’t see it happening. And it is never something that can be forced.

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Acceptance

February 15th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Bub

Though it’s been 3 months it’s still so hard sometime. I broke down today and cried for an hour I know we’re young and you’d rather be independent, I know I fucked up so many times and didn’t take us seriously. I was insecure and just thought you were using me. I’m in a better place now though I miss you terribly though I know we can’t and won’t ever be together. You’ll always have a secret closet in my heart that only you can open. I love you still so much my first love and heartbreak we were born the same day. I should have known it was too good to be true. I still would never take a second back.

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