Dear Aki, I’m sorry. I can’t move on and I fear I’ll never be able to.
I still love you even though I did some things wrong. I wasn’t mature the last time I loved you and I hope this message finds you and if you’re willing to fix things… I want to treat you the way you deserve, even if you don’t have time. I don’t wanna be a distraction from your academics and passion I just want to be the person who is eager to love and support you and be your wife one day. I love you.. and I hope you still love me too.