Being cheated on, is one of the worst feelings in the world.. No matter what I do, or say to try to move on never works! I tell myself everyday.. “Today is a new day, and I am going to move forward.” Only to find myself the next day in the same problem, thinking the same thing, and feeling the same way.
I am honestly still in love with you, and you’re still in love with me, but all you are worried about is the next party or when you will be able to hang out with your bestfriend, who helped you ruin us. How is it that, the one person who did me so wrong, is on my mind everyday even if I try to push you away and move on. I picked up my phone today, and I wanted to call, or text and say all this.. but I stopped myself because it would probably be harder to talk to you, then to say all of this to you. I hope one day I will be able to move forward, not forgetting you but just so I have my happiness back.