The thoughts of you, of us, invade my mind everyday. It lingers there for seconds, for minutes, sometimes even for hours. I hate it, it’s not healthy. It’s not good for either of us. I don’t know how to eradicate these thoughts and memories though. I want to hate you so badly — at least that’s one step forward. But I keep taking steps backward. I don’t know what to do and it frustrates me. I’m tired. So tired from all of this. I want to move on, to be my old happy self again. But I’ve been altered, broken. I will never be the same girl I used to be, and I miss her so much.