Hi !

I have been doing really well, I’ve been dating, having a good time and it pisses me off that I still think of you at times. I wonder why you never answered my last letter, I wonder why you never tried to call, or heed to my request of talking. I held my breath for 2 weeks after I wrote that vulnerable letter and everyday I was disappointed. You closed the door on us and I locked it and threw away the key.

I don’t regret my decision to break it off because now I know that I tried everything. It doesn’t matter what I would have done, it will all end up the same.

I re-read the many letters I have written you and it reminded me of the reasons why we would have never worked.

I do want to thank you for loving me, although the last couple of months were not so loving (actually since Dec … you didn’t want to be intimate.] I look now and know that you loved me for me … what I also know now is that I wanted you to be someone you aren’t and that person is the Ib I fell ln love with. I don’t feel like I changed it was you that changed you were just to cowardly bow out.

AGHHH !