Today is a bad day, for me, at least

Today is a bad day, for me, at least

Today is a bad day, for me, at least

LTME postI’ve had to leave the things I’m supposed to be doing to write this..
If I don’t, I’ll end up texting you to belittle myself by begging you to reconsider.
I’m not a child, this wasn’t a first love situation, but you were my first in every way that mattered.
I guess I should be grateful for the many good times we had, but I can’t feel that way at the moment.
I can’t bear to think that I’ll never see your beloved face again – and how I’ve loved that face.. how I still do.
I can, and do, conjure it up in my mind almost every minute of every day.
Are you hurting too? Have you moved on already? I expect I’ll never know, as we’ll never set eyes on eachother again.
even writing that fills me with despair, and my heart gives a little jolt to think maybe, just maybe our paths will cross.
It won’t happen though, given the distance. its that distance you blamed for the end of us, but surely distance isn’t the worst thing for people truly hope love? My mind is turning over and over, wishing and hoping against hope that you’ll contact me at some point..
If ever you’ve a mind to, please do, I’ll forgo any pride i have, and respond in an instant.
My love, my A.
from M x X X

8 Comments

  1. Letter To My Ex 7 years ago

    Just beautiful and sad and agonising all at once. Sending you a virtual hug. xo

  2. M 7 years ago

    Thank you, it’s appreciated more than you’ll know. x

  3. A 7 years ago

    I wish you were my ex writing this to me 🙂 hang in there!

  4. M 7 years ago

    Thank you.
    I’m doing my best to hang in – feel like I could easily lose my grip though.
    It helps to get little messages of support though.. Thanks again.

  5. PrInce Doza 7 years ago

    That’s the only part of me that keeps me checking letters here. For some reason, the only thing that makes the silence okay is if she’s okay. I don’t know why, but I’ll always care about her, even though she hurt me deeper than I could have ever imagined. You’re probably not who I’m thinking of though, so…ehh. Sorry to ramble. I understand that pain completely. I hope you feel better soon.

  6. M 7 years ago

    Thank you, I hope you do too. Honestly, I hope we all do.. take care.

  7. Venus 6 years ago

    Bubbles..??

  8. M 6 years ago

    I’m sorry, Venus. That nickname isn’t mine.
    You’ve left comments on all of my letters, so I guess you’re going through some situation similar to mine
    I hope it heals soon for you.
    My situation is taking me an age to come to terms with.
    Take care..

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