Dear A,

I fell in the love with you the moment I first saw you at that door. I fell in love so deeply to the point that I couldn’t see any other man but you. When we were together, I thought you were the one for me tho I knew you were a bad guy. I just thought you would change and become a better person. I was in love with you to the point that I forgave you for cheating on me with 6 girls in 3 years. I forgave you for lying and hurting me. I never was happy with you or without you my whole life. Yesterday, I just realized you didnt love me. You never loved me and you never will. Oh my god, You fooled me all these years. You used me when you didn’t have anybody there for you. I can’t forget you. I can’t live without you. I can’t be with anyone else. I want you. Just you. Only you. You. you were never there for me. You never understood me. You never wanted me. You never loved me. You just hurt me over and over for 5 years. Why didn’t you tell me you didn’t love me? Why didn’t you say anything? Why do you want me if you don’t love me? I never got the answers to these questions. Why did you do this to me?

H