It has been almost 7 months. I miss you so much, and I wish that you would speak to me. Things didn’t end like they should have, and I hate myself for not staying with you. I wish I could tell you all the time I have spent thinking about you and how I can’t get myself to hate you. Also, I wish I could tell you about our baby. You left before I knew, but I was pregnant. I wonder if that would have changed anything. I wonder if me being the only one would have affected us in a positive way. I know one thing for sure, I am still madly and insanely in love with you. And yet I am still insanely hurt.