How much longer will have suffer the pain of losing you, love?
I’m not sure i can stand it: I’m certain I don’t want to anymore, whatever that means.
I loved you, I still do, and I think I always will, although that seems to mean nothing to you anymore.
Oh well, lesson learned, heart shattered, tears falling yet again.
Do I wish you well? No, I don’t. Not yet. I feel you should suffer the sharp sting of loss for a while.
I know you aren’t though, and I know that you’ve already been moving on and leaving me and mine behind you.
What a man, eh?
What a big, big man..
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I hope you’re a different M, and not the one I’ve talked with before. In any case, I can understand how you feel, though I can’t bring myself to wish pain on people. I even find myself wishing to spare people from ‘karma’. I may hurt, and quite badly, though I wouldn’t wish that pain on someone, even if they wronged me. I would wish them awareness of the pain they’ve caused others, the strength to seek forgiveness, and the peace to accept that they may not be forgiven, at least right away.
I hope you can heal from your pain, and to never let love be extinguished in your heart. You still have hope, and I would never wish the pain of hopelessness on someone.