hello, its me… again.. but the time, I’m not here to cry about you leaving me. I’m not here to wish you were mine again. quite the contrary actually, I want you to know how much happier i am without you. do you know how much better my days are without you? i sleep so much better at night knowing someones not cheating on me or lying to me. I am so much better off without you. every day i am doing something better to improve me and who i am.

to think i ever thought i needed you. or to think i even thought about going back to you. you, you have no idea how low you put me. i will never feel so low again. i will never feel so desperate again. i was at such a low point and all you were doing was making it worse. saying you wanted me then you didn’t. you didn’t care about me. and once i figured that out i was unstoppable and still am. go screw someone’s over. kiss who you want now, date who you want now. i could care less and if youre trying to make me care, congratulations youre totally failing. my life is so much better and i feel so much better, look at what you missed baby boy, someone who deeply cared. someone who would have given the world to hold you. but that was who i was. and I’m not her anymore. go find the other girl whos stupid enough to think you care. i actually hope your life is hell and you fail at nursing school 🙂

i sound bitter but trust me I’m not. the worlds a much much better place without you