No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice
Suddenly everything starts to become difficult and hard work.
That’s why so many bail.
We want simple.
From the moment I seen you, I loved you even when you were with your ex girlfriend. I knew you felt the same way and I knew we would somehow end up dating. When we did I have never clicked with anyone like you before AB. Right from the start. Short lived relationship but the best I ever had. I don’t know if you remember every detail of how we were 2 souls that knew each other already it felt. It was just right. Wrong time? I don’t think so. All the drama did get to me and you, but I left because I didn’t think you would stick through it with me. Would you have? I felt a distance that I didn’t like. All the drama didn’t give me depression. Trying to stay away from you did. I knew I couldn’t give you children too and that killed me. I wish instead of you dropping my things off on my front door you would have fought for me, that’s all I wanted. I still love you and your family. I begged for you back to give me a second chance and you didn’t take it. Because I hurt you. But we have one life and I wanted it with you. Remember when we went to Washington park a couple months after we weren’t together, our chemistry is like we never left. I love you so much I really want you to be happy. I may never get over that it’s not with me. I hope the new girl loves you for all the right reasons. I’m sure it’s easier, no kids, no divorce. I tried. But I remember everything. Our relationship was 4 months but I’ve known you for 2 years now. One month into dating you said you loved me and remember telling your mom about me? I loved that. It’s not memories I miss. It’s completely you. After everything I’m still the same girl, broken maybe because I’m. It with you. But you know I’ll be fine. I can’t change anything. I went back with the person I’m with because no one tops you, so what’s the point. Remember when I told you to blow that girl off to come with me? And you didn’t…called me later to see I was with mark? Wasn’t out of spite…I was just trying to make friends like you were. And if maybe I just would’ve stayed home, things could’ve been different. But mostly you blew me off every time I tried to hang out. I knew u were with someone. Michelle. I though you wanted to see me. Maybe you did but you were already dating and I know the way you are, you don’t want to be rude or hurt someone else. I could’ve seen myself marrying you. Same with you…I know your good though, your handsome, smart, everything a girl could want. It would be easy for someone to love you. But I did because of our connection. It was so easy baby. I I’m sad it’s been 6 months since I’ve seen you. Wish I could at least hug you one more time.