Soon, 2 years have passed since you just disappeared. I suppose you think you gave a good reason for leaving; but honestly “something has changed for me” is a poor way to end what you said that we had. You said, that you love me too much to drag me into whatever it was.. But, you do know that I know you have a girlfriend, right?
I am happy for you, if you are happy. I meant what I said when I said that all I wanted was for you to be happy even if it wasn’t with me.
I am however, not happy for myself.
I hope with all that I am that you won’t hurt her as you did me. There are times when I really don’t wish you well, but it makes me feel like a shitty human being..
I hate myself for trusting you, believing in you.
I’m beyond salvaging, so I hope that you are happy enough to make up for how miserable you made me.