It’s almost 5 months now and it still feels like yesterday. The cut is so deep I can’t imagine a day without feeling the pain. The last time I talked to you, you never apologized for everything. I held on for 7 years and I put up with the emotional neglect, the starvation, everything with nothing, no apology but silence. I loved you and you knew but you did not care. You made me feel like I’m nothing, I’m not worth it and I’m starting to believe that I’m hurt. Peace I can’t find. I’m exhausted it hurts, it really hurts.