It’s been 4 months, only 4 months without you. Before that, that 1 year was awful, I hated it. I spent my birthday with a few friends but I would keep looking at the clock because exactly a year ago from it, you were holding my hand and wiping tears from my eyes. I let everyone know, including your new girl that I don’t care about you or the relationship and that I’ve moved on, but it still hurts. I miss you, your company and you yourself, but i never, EVER want you back in my life. Don’t ever come back to me and don’t ever speak to me. Fuck you fuck you fuck you, I hate you so much but I still want an apology, but other than that, never hit me up, don’t ever call me or ask me how I’m doing.