Things did not end well between us I know. At one point in time to me you were my world my everything and you hurt my heart and broke my soul and honestly I don’t trust you anymore. I never wanted things to end this was like it did  but your actions spoke more than your words did. You always put your addiction before me and all your promises of changing was a lie. You don’t do that to someone you love and I learnt this the hard way. After that you degraded me and accused me of things that were never true and never will be true. I can never be disloyal or untrustworthy or a cheat or a two timer because I am not and never will be. I welcomed you back time and again even after all the fuck ups and put me before you and you had every chance to become a better human being for me but you didn’t give a shit. I accepted you for the person you were but today all fingers point at me as if I was the villain and frankly now I don’t give a damn because those people mean nothing. 

I was only made to love and came to this world for love it’s a shame you judged me wrong entirely. I feel sorry for your own insecurity and small mindset. 

(Today is 13th October 2020. If it wasn’t for you today we would have been celebrating out three month marriage anniversary)

I would be lying if I say that I didn’t miss you. I do miss you. But I will never come back to you again. And I write it down to you today if you do not give up on your addiction it will destroy you in the end just like it destroyed us and I don’t want that for you. But then again I am merely a well wisher a voice it’s your life so your choice. You decide what’s best. It’s over. 

stay Well stay Safe!