Runaway

Reece, the man that held such a significance in life and the one that could destroy it completely.
you had no control over your life, no control over your parents kicking you out, no control of your actions but you think you could control the only thing that cared about you. Me. 
I was silly to think that you would come around, come over here and be the person I loved before.
You had sex with me told me what I wanted to hear.. and point it all on me at a party where you were showing your old ugly habits of cheating, don’t be sweet to me, don’t accuse me of taking advantage when you were the one who kissed me and the one I tried to push off all night. I should of left you vomiting on the floor drunk because all your toxic friends love to shape my kindness into a sword to stab me with. I cared for you all night, and you woke up and believed their word over the person who has loved you for 2 years.

You hated me after that didn’t you? and I realised you were totally not worth my loyalty, kindness, love anything. I was the only real person who loved you, you have lost me due to all the uncertainty, loneliness, lack of effort, and your toxicity to always blame me for feeling something. Always was constrained to never talk about how you cheated on me with my best friend and how you took my virginity the month you were receiving oral sex from her. And now I’m not allowed to show how angry I am with how you have mistreated me. You probably think you have done nothing wrong but you definitely did, I’m not here to sugar-coat your past.

GO runaway to your friends that won’t contact you after you move away from them. Go runaway from your problems. Go runaway from the last girl who will ever give you such devotion, love, loyalty. You will understand how much you have lost. You will never be able to touch me like that ever again. I wish you well in Cairns. I’m done with you.

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