I think you must have forgotten me. I tried reaching out to you but there wasn’t any reply. You must’ve moved on. Finally. I’m happy for you. I wish for you nothing but happiness.

I’ve deleted your number, my social media accounts, all pictures of us and the letters I wrote to you. I feels stupid writing for someone who’s not there anymore. 

I’m still here. I just need some time before I go. You must’ve thought I’d left a long time ago. There are some things I needed to deal with. Some things I couln’t tell you about. But I haven’t left. I’m still here. Stupid and here.

When I’m strong enough, I’ll leave. Right now I just want to stay in the memory of someone who really loved me, who’d always think of me as the prettiest.

I miss us.

Take care my little house by the beach.