hi bb,

I just want you know that I am really sorry for breaking your heart. I don’t know why I made out w R, I’m so fucking dumb for losing you. I’m gonna live with this for a really long time. You’re my family here , and its gonna crush me dealing with never speaking or seeing you again. I love you. I wish you well, you’re such a nice guy. You deserve the world, someone who loves and appreciates you just as much. You really mean the world to me. 

Take care and love you,
M