Arthur, 
I could just say I’m sorry a million times but that won’t do anything at this point. I just wanted to let you know I am here, and I am waiting. I am so excited for the life we have planned ahead of us. Even though it scared the shit out of me and led me to do a horrible thing, I know for certain now that the distance is worth it. 

If you hate me and never want to see me again, that’s something i’ll have to deal with, but I really really hope that isn’t the case. If I had all the money in the world I would fly to you and give you a big sloppy hug. I just hope to hear from you soon so we can mend our tear. 

Loving you forever, 
your Ginger